(via bake-break)
I want to quit so bad. I’m exhausted everyday and restless everynight. I’m not happy waiting around, I don’t enjoy feeling hung up on one person. I feel like a joke, some sort of weirdo who can’t get over one chick. Trust me I get how pathetic this all looks and if I could help it I would. I’m kicking myself over and over again for falling for her. guess that’s not true. I don’t regret how it went, I’m just mad at how far i let it go for me. I act like I’m some mystery with walls and boundaries but she walked in and tore it all down without even realizing it. And that’s what gets me. It’s the fact that on one end I can be this crazy, this head over heels and on the other end she acts like it was just another fling. I want to quit loving her, I really do, I just don’t know how to start
